Sunday, March 29, 2009
apologies
a few shots from the day
Friday, March 27, 2009
home. blizzard. sick.
i was unable to make my trip to seattle this weekend because we got a 'historic' blizzard that paralyzed DIA. big bummer yet i am also not keen on getting stuck in weather, so i'm ok being home rather than at the airport.
i think i got some food-poisoning from going out last night to manitou. not keeping anything down right now :( {so i'm really glad i'm home!}
the blizzard was awesome! almost total white-out...and it felt cozy inside the house. i'm in the middle of a great book, so it's the perfect excuse to waste hours, wrapped in a blanket, sipping a hot beverage lost in another world. :D
ok, that's all for now. i'll try to be more interesting sooner rather than later.
*smooch*
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Monday, March 23, 2009
behind, again!
i got a part-time catering job through my friend, Anna...never done it before. i rather enjoy it. i'm on my feet, instead of behind a desk. i get to meet lots of interesting people and even snitch some great food afterwards! :P
i've also been nannying for a family that needed a fill-in, last week and this week. i have risen before 6am everyday this whole last week. i know, cry me a river...it just means that i take naps later in the day when i normally would blog. sorry!
this upcoming thursday, i fly back to seattle for almost a week! i am so excited to see my friends (who, by the way, have been wonderful at keeping in touch!), enjoy the NW and spend the weekend at a cabin on Lopez Island. it's going to be glorious!
an unfortunate part of being behind in my blogging is that i wasn't able to get a post together for World Water Day yesterday :(...but i've decided to do one today because it's always important to be aware...because i care immensely about clean water....and because the charity we are working with is one of many parts of that solution.
i know i've talked a lot about clean water. i will continue to talk a lot about clean water. it's a big deal...and i'm so glad we get to use this day to be reminded of how much work there is to be done. Yet we also pause to recognized how much progress has been made! we are making a dent, people. we really, really are!
if this has spurred your interest in joining 300 voices...go HERE.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Waldo Canyon
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Nosh
Nosh is in the heart of downtown, tucked into the ground floor of the Fine Art Center MODERN. a spin-off of a tapas bar, their menu boasts of over 20 'noshes'...defined by them as "small bites", a Yiddish word, in origin.... and all their desserts follow suit.the point is "to snack on" (or 'nosh') on several dishes and thus fully experience the menu offerings!
the bamboo floors, dark wine racks, and bright orchids give the impression of an asian sensation. and while the walls are adorned with oversized Koi fish, their menu is not distinctly asian. it's got strong leanings towards mediterranean fare but a hearty tomato bisque soup and Colorado apple walnut salad tug you back to the western world. in keeping with the unpredictable form, the sweeter courses are decidedly classic: cheesecake, key lime pie, truffles, coconut cake...
is your mouth watering yet? well, save up your pennies because this is a must see...and taste!
i'm in search....
suggestions?? favorites?? ones to avoid, due to discoloration or pilling??
and no rush, but i need to buy them tomorrow! :D
*smooch.*
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Saturday in Breckenridge!
saturday, i went up to breckenridge with two new friends, dawn and lauren. they are part of my sister's small group that i've joined, and this was a great opportunity to spend time getting to know them.
i don't often rise before the sun but after peeling my eyes open nonetheless, dawn and i saw this at 7am on our way to pick lauren up....AMAZING, isn't it?! maybe i should make a habit of getting up earlier more often...
The lower level, seen in the picture below, has tables-for-four butted up against tin siding with art displayed above on the wall. This is also where the main kitchen is with pots and pans clinking and aromas wafting up that make your mouth water. lauren and i sat here for a while people-watching.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
resident observer

i'm sitting in Pikes Perk downtown C.Springs. two stories high in an old brick building on the corner across from a string a restaurants on Tejon, the main strip. it boasts windows on three sides of the building and sun is streaming into the 2nd floor where i'm perched at a round table. lots of CC students are collected in pods studying and one girl is wielding a pair of scissors artfully cutting something out. no idea what...but her bottom lip is bitten in concentration as she sinuously slices through the paper in her hands. another is dancing to the music coursing through her earphones, glancing around occasionally only to realize that others can actually see her...this gives her brief pause but the tunes' influence overtakes once more and she resumes her mimed performance. just ahead and to my right is the 'resident observer'...you know who i'm talking about don't you?! there's one in every crowd.
i must admit that i am frequently that 'observer'-where do you think i get my material from??! yet i think there is an art to the whole thing. the goal is to be the 'invisible observer'...the one that no one notices is noticing everything. you got that, right? ha. it's entirely possible to scour any place with all the senses except sight, picking up on some laughter and lively discussion all-the-while whiffing in scents of coffee, tea, banana bread or whatever else is being consumed at the moment. {i highly recommend the blackberry italian creme soda, if you haven't tried it!}
inevitably you begin to imagine what the voices in each cameo scene look like and as soon as the coast is clear, you steal a quick glance in their direction...it's like Christmas! you never know what you may see and let me tell you, it's usually not what you are expecting :D it's better. more quirky, totally opposite, OR much more normal than you anticipated...always. try it sometime!
the 'resident observer' today is wearing a truckers hat pulled low and hiding behind some large glasses and bushy mustache. mid-to-late 50's and bundled up in a jacket. a faded yellow book moves up and down, as if on a lever, between his frequent glances around the room. not so discreet glances, i might add. he is also sitting at a 6 person table...by himself. interesting.
now in case you didn't know this about me, i hate being stared at by pretty much anyone. i would rather just be in the background staring at all your zits instead of having you stare at mine-ha. inevitably in a public place you have just as much potential to be stared at as to stare, so i deal with it but about every third glance up, i catch his eye and challenge his observance; as if to say, "i see you seeing me. what are you looking at? PLEASE stop staring at me!"...he's still watching...oh well. moving on.
instead of being annoyed, i will offer a toast: happy staring, 'resident observer'. you are unnoticed by many and haunted by a few. nevermind that it makes me feel uncomfortable...if observing my zits makes the experience rich, then by all means...
...but only until tomorrow, my fellow-coffeeshop-lurker, when i just may have a better vantage point than you :)
Monday, March 9, 2009
"transitional"
here's a few quotes from the synopsis that i found quite humorous:
"As indicated on the graph above, most of the scores for this profile fall
in the Mid-Range section of the graph. A single Mid-Range score normally
indicates a mixture of traits from each end of the continuum for that factor.
When there are three or more scores in the Mid-Range, it is unclear which
behaviors will be most prominent. Since this pattern of Mid-Range scores falls
outside the parameters for any of the sixteen standard Blended Profiles,
a complete report is not available.It is certainly possible for someone to be as
flexible as this profile would indicate."
"Having this pattern of scores is not a cause for alarm. The passing of
time usually gives the individual a clearer focus on his or her natural
behaviors. "
i took the test again, quickly, this afternoon. i got the EXACT SAME assessment....maybe i'll figure out what i am supposed to be someday-ha. for now, i'm enjoying the ambiguity and variety :D
if you want to take the test yourself, it's free and fast. let me know what type you are!
go HERE.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
the Market with Amy (better late than never!)
Saturday, March 7, 2009
lost. not the show.
i am happy. so happy to be here, close to my family; close to a few old friends. i get to sit on the steps of our deck out back and stare at pikes peak while soaking in the sun, just like i did all growing up. i got to hug my mom's best friend today, and i was having flashbacks to all the afternoons we used to spend over there as a kid. am i really 25 already?!
i am moved. moved by the solidarity of faith i see in my family; in the women i grew up around at my old church, that i now have the privilege of studying God's Word alongside. moved by the display of dedication to their faith and God's faithfulness in their lives. although my post title belies this, i feel much less 'lost' being around a demographic of women who are a few chapters ahead. if they've made it through, so will i!!
i am expectant. many opportunities and possibilites lie ahead. i still can't get over how many 'options' we have here in a prosperous nation like the USA (although, it doesn't feel so prosperous right now)-this motivates me to suck the joy out of life. to soak in the moment. to go for it, just because i can. how my heart longs to follow each whim that flies by! instead of an angel sitting on my shoulder, it feels like i have a nomadic gypsie dancing around in my soul...
i am weepy. i'm an easy cry, normally. it's in my genes and i actually don't mind. i really don't but i've been particularly weepy lately. each tearful moment over the last few months has had the potential to be a full blown sobbing session. not entirely sure why. i think it's because my heart is breaking for those who have been affected by this crazy economy-i'm now officially included in the list of the unemployed. :\ i think it's also because i'm being stretched-BIG TIME. in almost every area of my life. when i'm stretched then i can no longer maintain control-it's totally unnerving and i hate it. stretching is good because it's how we grow; yet i'm so pathetically aware of my own short-comings and brokenness, it makes me weepy. i'll be fine. i am fine. i'm just a little weepy for right now.
i'm annoyed. i've been working on all kinds of things for this new website i want to launch but i keep running into some snags: 1.}writers block for a website title and 2.} although i am unbelievably grateful that my computer still works (i don't know what i would do without it!), it is SO OLD-lately it's been winning most of the battles we've fought (aka...freezing and making it nearly impossible to do anything in 'real time'...arg.). it doesn't appreciate all the complicated web stuff i want it to love doing :) someday, i'll buy a macbook and kick this PC to the curb but currently we're still fighting-ha.
i'm unsettled. still readjusting to the move. it all happened so fast and i miss my friends. i am unsure of what i will actually be able to accomplish in the next few years of my life (that's as far out as i can think right now!). i dream big. really big...and then feel like an idiot-of-a-25-year-old who has no idea how to make those dreams a reality. bleh.
this afternoon as i was wading through the onslaught of all these emotions, i reached for my worn leather-bound Bible. it's the only thing that stops my heart from beating so fast. it has many a tear-stained pages and today i found much comfort in the weight of it on my lap. my fingers gripped it in a desperate yet tender way, and i was not disappointed.
4 words. "Have faith in God." (mark 11) so simple. how come i am so quick to forget that? to forget that i am not in control? to forget that He's not forgotten? that He cares and will take care of us even when we so successfully convince ourselves that He can't. so profound. faith-the assurance of things hoped for and certainty of things not seen. that's the point of seasons like this...to build the faith, but we must be willing to step out. this life with the Savior is not about coloring in the lines, or wading in up to your knees. no. we must, even when it scares the livin' daylights out of us, step out. we must let go of 'control' as we know it, and we have to believe. it's so easy to believe big things. obvious things. but i am utterly convinced that the most profound faith, rich in trust, is born out of the habitual sacrifice of the 'daily' before the throne of grace.
so i'm gonna give it another shot tomorrow. because great is His faithfulness. because His mercies are new every morning. because He longs to love me in a way that i cannot even begin to fathom.
"the sun will come out...tomorrow...betcha bottom dollar that tomorrow...there'll be sun."
Water Campaign
- first, we now have 1 website that stands alone from Charity:Water and combines the Water4Christmas and 300 Voices blog that used to be linked on the side. (i've updated the link that is labeled Water4Christmas; the H2Africa icon on the sidebar will get you there too)
- WHY?? because we have a new website! (designed by Kari)
- this website is much more user-friendly and it's only 1 place to go rather than 3. through this website you can still donate directly towards Charity: Water. [we are still working with them but because we've added the 300 Voices part to the campaign, it is easier to pull away and provide links back to their website rather than being a subdivision of their existing website.]
- REMINDER: 300 Voices is for those who want to commit to donating $20/month for 12 months (or a one-time $240 gift). it's a year-round extension of what was begun and will continue to be a seasonal Christmas campaign. we currently have 158 of the 300-still plenty of time and space to get involved!
- if you sign up to do 300 Voices, you will get one of these really cute bags with a logo on it! perfect for groceries, books, or the gym...1.) it's sustainable to have reuseable canvas bags rather than plastic :) 2.) it gives you a good excuse to talk about clean water with LOTS of people!!!
- there are also t-shirts that have been designed for the campaign-3 different styles-that you can order through the site.
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**the communication surrounding this campaign ebbs and flows as we get new information, photographs and paraphanalia...but don't believe for one second that our passion for this cause ebbs and flows. it's there. going strong. and it's not going away. this is important. really important.
{note: one of our campaign managers, Jody, may have the chance to go over to Liberia with Charity:Water to report back about what our money is doing over there! stay tuned...}
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Manitou Incline
look at that AMAZING old car!!
one of the first carts to go up and down-YIKES. no thank you. i would most certainly not have sat in a dress with my hands folded in my lap for a ride like that...i mean, seriously, you could fall out of that thing by the looks of it :\

anyway, back to the story...sister and i decided to just do 1/2 of it on tuesday afternoon...THANK GOD. the first portion that you have to hike up to even get to the base of the incline had my behind burnin' something fierce-if you know what i'm sayin'...ooofda. now before i continue, you must know that we both had a bit of a 'handicap' slowing us down for this adventure; setting us back from the most prime experience with the whole thing. sister is recovering from surgery, so she's easing back into things slowly and i...well, i don't have a great excuse like that to hide behind...i'll just blame it on the elevation :)
fortunately, we both were revved up to go because of the delicious sunshine, loud music in the jeep on the way up, and each other's company. we also both came prepared with camelbacks strapped on and trail shoes ready to grip the life out of the side of that mountain. you think i'm exaggerating...did you see the pictures above??...if you still don't believe, keep scrolling. another glimpse down below may convince you what a crazy angle this whole escapade takes place on.
the old railway is now a series of steps made out of old logs. think of it as the ultimate stairmaster...except it's exponentially beyond anything you could possibly imagine. 5 steps up (+ the pre-hike...you know? the one that had my behind ablaze...), i was sucking wind so badly. it may sound wimpy but the elevation gain is so intense. you are literally walking UP a mountain...so we paused and decided to put our competitive natures' to rest-SLOW AND STEADY. what's the rush? i, for one, have no desire to pass out on a mountain and fall all the way down before anyone can help me. thank you
after another 10 or 15 steps, we're both sweatin' bullets. not glowing. sweating. yes, boys...girls sweat. sorry to burst your bubble. we take a few sips of water between gasping breaths and will our heartrates to lower. breathe in. breathe out.
the next feeling that comes over you is not a pleasant one. every step begins to feel like you're moving through a swimming pool of molasses. instantly, i'm doing some self-talk. "emily...you're tough. you're athletic. you can do this!" another step. "a 70 year old grandma moves faster than you are right now...pick up the pace!" another step. "ok, so you have a little jiggle...nevermind that...and nevermind that it doesn't feel so lovely with each shaky step...but think of it this way-the faster you move, the faster the jiggle will be over...NOW MOVE!" you get the point.
finally, we reach the halfway point where, mercifully, there is a connection to the Barr Trail. this whole time, i'd been so focused on getting over the next step that i'd forgotten the amazing view behind me becoming more spectacular with each step. when we turned around on the little land bridge to the trail...this is what we saw! check out the steep steps and expansive view-so worth it! sister said this is particularly amazing at sunrise...i wouldn't know. i'm usually curled up in the fetal position under my comforter during that hour of the day...this is where our sisterly similarities part directions :)
we jumped back into the jeep and drove into town (manitou). our favorite cafe, The Mate Factor, beckoned. we pulled off and chowed down into fresh turkey sandwiches on a sesame seed sub roll, dill pickles and potato chips. the space from the outside looks fairly unassuming...but as soon as you duck in that doorway, you are transported into a south american jungle-treehouse...each booth has an interior roof hanging low over it with plants growing all over the place...it's so hippie, granola, FABULOUS. :DTuesday, March 3, 2009
Coco+Kelley
per my usual rhetoric, i've linked Coco+Kelley on the side if you care to follow :)
{i have also added a feature to the bottom of my posts that lets you quickly vote on what you thought about the post:
blah-boring, not interesting, didn't inspire you
HA!-made you laugh, made you smile, made you realize how ridiculous i can be sometimes :)
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you don't have to have a blogger account to participate. you don't have to leave a comment to participate. (but i still appreciate comments so don't stop just because of this!)
~i'm doing this for a couple reasons...1.) i'm writing for me, yes...but i love YOU!! so i don't want to be writing stuff that's boring you out of your mind. think of it as an anonymous poll :D
2.) i'm exploring effective interactive features for the blog...i want to have a rad website that y'all love coming to and feel like you're getting something out of...this is a testing ground and a barometer of sorts for a second website i'm working on-SHHHHHH...don't tell anyone, i still have a LOT of work to do but it's-a-coming :D SO JOIN THE FUN, if you so wish!}
Monday, March 2, 2009
sun, hiking and italian cream sodas
-trailblazer :)-Sunday, March 1, 2009
long way home
(photo credit: laura crumly)
-we had a little trouble with the lock on the Thule rack but some pink tools and two female brains got it figured out :)-
(photo credit: laura crumly)
-packing and space planning it out-
(photo credit: laura crumly)
-it all fit! we even had a view out the back- *we stopped to grab a bite to eat on the way out of town and the guy at subway was trying to be helpful in marking our sandwiches with initials, so we wouldn't get confused...turns out that's not so effective when both pa and i have "EW" for our initials...the worker shared a good laugh with us that had us chuckling even in Wyoming.*


